Marina's day went well for Monday. Conflict at work but when it came to the plan she was smooth as glass.
Stress, boredom and loving her television was some of the things that caused Marina to eat. They were comforts which quelled the inner rumblings and buried her conflicts. I must admit I did the same some times and still do. Sometimes it's easier to keep down the demons with food, but then when you step on the scale another problem pops up which only enforces the cycle.
I think Marina is beginning to love herself again, seeing the inner beauty that I've always seen.
She asked me last night if I could see a difference. I could. Her tummy isn't as curvy as it was. She saw it too and was happy, which made me happy. She's an amazing woman. Maybe that's why I love her so much.
Tomorrow we go on a date. Movies at the cheap theatre without the popcorn and drinks that normally plague us. Oh the smells will be there but I know she and I will both pass the test and avoid them all together.
Love ya Marina xoxo
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